Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Pregnancy Illusions

Have you seen things being visualized infront of you when you are pregnant or when you are asleep and awake in the middle of yr sleep....of course they can be your unended dream but they are strange...

Before i became pregnant with my child, i use to see Swami's form in the morning skies. I have seen, Gold, orange and last was greyish (and also a lingam)....i was very skeptical with His greyish form...but the best part was when i first opened my internet in the morning, and there came our Swami's form greyish in black and white picture by SBOI....i knew Swami was affirming that all colors are His...well then i became pergnant...it started...i started seeing Swami's form on the glass of the cupboards - He will be sitting and moving...then once i saw both Shirdi and Swami's form behind the curtain....i try to wake my husband to tell him what i was seeing...but my husband can't. Once right before Ramnavami, i changed room, thought it may be better, i saw the form of Shirdi in statue and and right infront of Shirdi, was sitted a long slim man with matted lock...the beautiful part was there was a blue aura around this man's head (i could only see his back view, not front) and he was indeed very long....when i saw this, i thought i was imagining ( i was still lying down), i closed my eyes ( i thought they would disappear), and when i reopened them...great they were still there and nearer...!!i also saw people sneaking into my room (when there was none), garden materializing infront of me....Swami in the mirror...bed shaking...and the other one was as i was lying down sleepng side ways - a loud sound of AUM being chanted near my stomach...this time i jerked...i thought i had enough and thought i was going mad...first it was my eyes and now my ears...i had palpitation....at the end of my 9th month ---exactly...suddenly i woke up, i saw this dark form (fully black) (couldn't see the front face), was big and the back was facing me...at the foot of my bed. I was frantically trying to wake my husband who was sleeping at the other end of my bed. He was waking up very slowly....in between, this figure was slowly moving (or walking ) further away, towards our cupboards....it had a huge dark figure, platted hair...black saree with reed border (at that point of time, i thought it was a ghost)...and suddenly the figure became one with the black colour of darkness at the cupboard area...i was wide awake at that time....by the time my husband asked my why, it was gone....my heart rate was giong up....i slept....this time i saw the figure in my dream fron facing me...but i could not see the face but all her jewelleries (which i did not see earlier)...adn it was a she...she told me that everything was over...in hinduism's pantheon of God we have this Goddess whom we pray after giving birth...i realized taht the next day....right after work i drove straight to the temple...lo behold!!! The Goddess was wearing the same saree....black with red border and she was black and huge....after that dream i didn't visualize that badly....but during birth.....all this took up alot of my sleep...i use to be afraid to sleep...to get a good sleep was a boon...i guess it was because of all this, that i had high blood pressure during labour...but everything has a reason...if anyone had this kind of experience...do share..

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